Just help me, i'm too close to giving up

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hi, im Leslie, I'm 14 my reputation is known to be a cutter, no one understands.high school.sucks,

days without cutting-25

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Sorry.

2 weeks ago / 202 notes / reblog

To all my followers,
I love you all so much! All you people are so strong, I’m sorry that I am not that strong. Stay strong always because you are worth it, goodbye.

2 weeks ago / reblog

You are such a beautiful person, please don't kill yourself, I have found you and your blog such an inspiration and the though of both of those things not being there is killing me, although you don't know me, I love you, please don't go xxxx

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Anonymous

I fuck up everything, EVERYONE hates me I can’t do it I’m sorry :(

I CARE! Really! To me it's not okay... x

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iwanttolivelifenotjustsurvive

I’m so sorry :( I’m not this strong, I can’t do it anymore. Stay strong always okay?

Noooo, please... :'(

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iwanttolivelifenotjustsurvive

Noone cares. Its okay I love you stay strong xxx

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2 weeks ago / 1,472 notes / reblog

But... but... I love you! You're one of the strongest people I've ever known, and all the people who hate you don't deserve to see you give up, in any way. I really, really, really want you to stay. Please stay here.... :'(

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iwanttolivelifenotjustsurvive

I’m so sorry :( I cant deal with this bullying, I’ve been going home crying for the past week :( Im so sorry but stay strong okay ? Xoxo

wontstopuntilimscreaming:

#not for attention seeking purposes… not looking for sympathy…I didn’t want to post this but I felt a need to, to show that this addiction is not all fun and games and you don’t want in on it nor is it for attention seeking. This was taken just after I relapsed. I wouldn’t even call it a relapse because I’ve been comfortably on 0 days for the last week. I didn’t want to post this because of my face, I was crying uncontrollably the whole entire time I was in the bathroom (which was like 2-3 hours) and I was still crying here^. I didn’t even realise that I had pressed the button and it upset me to see this. I am in so much pain, not only am I still really upset but now my arm is physically burning, I can’t even put it on the desk because it fucking hurts so much. And what makes me even more upset is how people still think self-harming is for attention. Please tell me who would cause themselves so much pain both physically and emotionally for attention? You can’t just do this to yourself, you have to be extremely upset or angry or numb etcetera. You can’t just pick up a blade and cause a lot of damage… just because. I don’t know, people just fucking piss me off… And for those of you who want this addiction… Please seriously think about it, do you really want to go through this every day? I’ve been through some pretty fucked-up shit and this, this addiction is easily the worst.

2 weeks ago / 3,508 notes / reblog

NO PLEASE STAY! I want you to stay, I can't miss you, you are such a beautiful person, I really want you to stay! You're soo strong, I look up to you for being so strong. Will you please stay? Please? I care about you.... :( x

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iwanttolivelifenotjustsurvive

I can’t do it anymore, everyone at school hates me , and noone loves me I give up I can’t take it anymore :’(